Trying to be kind is becoming a priority for me now and it is something that I dont feel the need to question or 'over think'. It just seems a simple thing that is honest and true. To move on, then i think that my investment in others is what i can look forward to and hopefully see more openness uncover as life goes on. I want to be less focused on myself soon but must be sure i am truly 'fixed'.
When I came back from Cataluna i was nothing.., just a shell full of pain and anger about my life, about others in my life, about any life. it was the most polarized my emotions have ever been when on Arran in June.
Might just be getting a little less crazy!
On the upside, I'm squeezing the pedal a little harder again and I get a bigger and faster car this week, finish trabajo in 4 weeks in UK, have knee operation finalized for 3 weeks and am enjoying my beloved Wales again and am finding a reason to enjoy 'trad' again without the crazy of my past TRAD....
Lots of people ask me about soloing and i fail to explain the truth of what it was like.. maybe it was just crazy...'out there without care...'
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