It's an awesome song 'society' - the disconnection from la sociadad. I have certainly found myself in this place more and more this year, especially in junio when i was as far away from the world as it would allow me to be while they stripped off my material layers with my financial insolvency. I did the rest by myself and stripped my mind of as much as i could and murdered my past to allow me to start again emotionally.
It seems it's been an angry time for me over the last few months, with confundido efforts to try to get back into the way of things, with trabajo, mujeres and of course climbing.
The work has been everything it was supposed to be.., working with a bunch of cool ninjas getting through our work days having a laugh where we can until the gates open and we go climb.
Woman has been more messy with me in recent weeks, with silly, disconnected attempts to find a hurried fit without much thought for letting a natural attraction just happen the way it should...i much prefer meeting a girl in a climbing environment than on una cita where it feels like a bad interview!... learning.
Climbing has been constant. Every week is filled with training on plastic when i cant get outdoors and meeting new people makes it better and better. I actually love the movimiento when i climb. it seems to make so much sense and give so much pleasure with no place for crap... just a truth. I don't like climbing, ¡Me encanta!
I am getting stronger and seeing the gains from my pre-competition work peaking now - time for more systems training to get to next level for espana and hopefully some ocho b action in spring. i know how to get strong and just need the rest of my life to step aside while i do the donkey work and do what needs to be done.
I count the days for espana now and can already here the woop, woop as i start down the road in the turbo diesel estate that will take me to the next little chapter of this new adventure. I'm going down there alone for a few weeks with no real plan other than to just live and learn about my surroundings and be nothing to nobody but something to myself...
Cant wait to see that horizon as I come over from Scotland ...I hope it's a new dawn and the music is playing loud...
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